My only addiction - Episode 21

Ethan's POV
She didn't even ask questions....She removed the turtle neck and the pair of sweatpants and threw them on the sofa...

"Lie on top of the table...." I demanded and she was hesitant....
"I told you to lie on top of that table, damnit!!!" I yelled and she flinched....

"Why should I lie on top of the table????"

"You wanted to lie there when Ian asked you too...Why are you acting like you don't understand what I am saying???" I clenched my fists so hard just by the mere thought Ian's lips on her body. 

She lied on top of the table and just looking at her I felt powerless...

I knelt beside her and buried my face on her neck...
"What did I tell you about flirting with Ian????" I asked furiously...
"He is so handsome...." She chuckled....
"Do you know what you saying????" My hand went to her throat and began choking her but  she just won't stop laughing making me feel like a fool....

I dropped my hand angrily and kissed the hollow of her neck... Her soft moans were the antidote to my anger...That's it woman, I will make you so weak that you will forget that Ian is handsome....

I kissed her forcefully, thrusting my tongue inside her mouth..She finally gave in and our kisses became more aggressiveness harder...I could feel passion pound the blood through my heart, chest and head....

My hand began c*ressing her inner thighs as she parted her legs  giving me more access....

She m*aned and cried aloud at the intense pleasure...I began trailing kisses down her collarbone,  her br*asts, her belly to her thighs...I found pleasure kissing her all over her body ..

I pulled my hand away and looked at her beautiful face....The source of my lustful thoughts...I had the desire to go further but she was so drunk that it felt I was taking advantage of her....

"Come lets get you to bed..." I said softly....
I sat her upright on the table ready to carry her bridal style when she held my head....

"Why do you hurt me so much????" Tears welled up in her eyes...
"You lied to me you are Amy...I trusted you, I didn't mind having s*x with you even though my self respect was at stake...All I ever wanted was to be your friend but you keep lying to me..." Tears dripped from her eyes....

I felt shattered...Guilt gnawed at me like a worm at the core of an apple....

"I am a girl who believes in fairy tales and love drama...I believe in true love and destiny...But what do you want Amy????" She was silent for a moment before she started laughing,"I forgot I am talking to Ethan Marcias...Amy doesn't exist..I was duped...." She covered her face with her hands and I could see tears drips between her fingers...
"I am so stupid you know," She wiped the tears with the back of her hands and faked a smile," Here I am seated on your table, drunk and horny... No matter what you have done, I can't hate you ..Do you know that?????"

My heart was filled with sadness and pain...I am a bad person..Nothing anyone says except Jordan gets to me but today every word Arya said pierced my heart...

"I am sorry...." I hauled her into my arms as I fought the tears that threatened to fall....
"Don't be sorry, I want you to stop lying to me...." She wrapped her arms me and rested her head on my shoulder....
"I promise I will never lie to you again...I will be a better friend Arya...." I couldn't resist the tears anymore...Why did I feel so bad for her??? This doesn't happen to me...What are you doing to me Arya????

I was sure I wouldn't fulfill the promise I just made but I wanted her to feel better...No for me to feel less guilty for what I had done to her...Any other girl who have hated me to the core but here she is in my arms falling for my lies once again...

"I trust you Ethan...I know you will never hurt me again...." She pulled back and held my head again....
"I can't believe I am friends with Ethan Marcias..." She chuckled and pressed her forehead on mine ..

"I think you should get some rest...I will carry you to bed...."

I didn't want to listen to her sweet words anymore, they made me burn inside the fire of guilt...A kind hearted girl like her didn't deserve this monster she trusted...

"No, we still have some unfinished business...." She grasped my hair and covered my mouth kissing me vigorously..I was surprised by what she did...

I carried into her arms and walked carefully up to my room, her lips still on mine ..
On the bed we began making out intensely....She m*aned desperately urging me to go on but her words were torture to my brain....

I can't keep lying to her and still use her. She will find out about my game  plan.. For now I have to choose one....My body was burning with desire but I had to earn her trust completely...I have to make her believe I have changed....Sorry Ethan but you can't slid into that honey jar tonight....

I slid from her and lied beside her....
"Why did you stop???" She cried out....
"I have missed you and I just want to hold you tonight...Lie your head on my chest..."

I wrapped my arms around her as we talked about everything and anything...
"Is Nick a strict coach???" I asked....
"He is the kindest sweetest being ever...But when it comes to his work, he doesn't tolerate bullshit..."
"I figured, what did he say about that useless ex of yours????" Just thinking about him made my blood boil in rage...
"My brother Andrew beat him up...I am sure he will never look for me again..."

"So your brother beats every guy who hurts you????" I asked thinking about what he can do to me when he finds out I am treating his sister like the other woman....
"He is so overprotective of me...I am their little lioness...."

I am glad that she had brothers who were ready to protect her from predators like us...

"I want to take you out tomorrow????" I don't know why I said that but I just did...

"Like a date??? Like are you asking me out???" She lifted her head from my chest...
"Yeah..I will buy you a pretty dress and take you out to the most expensive restaurant..."

"Are you sure Ethan????" She smiled from ear to ear...I could see a different warm glow in her eyes...

"Let me make up for the lies I told you....I want to treat you better, I want you to forgive me..."I pressed my lips gently on hers...

"You are already forgiven Ethan...." She plastered kisses all over my chest before lying her head back on my chest...

Suddenly I felt relieved to see she was happy and smiling....I don't know why I never wanted to see tears in her eyes. Her sadness broke me, her tears sucked the life out of me...My only wish was for her to always be happy...

Kind hearted souls deserve only a smile on their faces...Infact I was the one lucky to have met her...I felt like she brought balance to my chaotic life ..

"Arya, why are you so good to me???" I asked curiously when I heard soft snores....She passed out...

I lifted myself gently with her still on my chest and slowly placed her head on the pillow...She looked so calm and peaceful....

I tried to look away but I couldn't...My eyes were stuck in her....
Just looking at her, I felt at peace....

I c*ressed her face gently, drowning inside the unfamiliar emotions again....
"Goodnight little lioness...." I pressed a kiss on her forehead and wrapped my arm around her waist...

The moment I closed my eyes, I fell asleep...

*****
When I woke up, I decided to surprise Arya with  breakfast in bed when my phone rang....

It was Talia, Ivy's bestfriend.....

"Hey, tell Ivy she doesn't scare me anymore...." I yelled the second I answered..
"Ivy has been robbed, she is so devastated and scared...She is at the hospital now. Can you fly to Los Angeles as soon as you can??? She need you.." She hanged up..

Ivy the drama queen, I know this is one of her plans to force me to go to her....Now I  have to go see her before she pulls another bad publicity stunt on me..

Wait a minute Ethan, her being robbed is a good thing...
You will be killing two birds with one stone..You will seem like this sweet boyfriend who loves his girlfriend so much and she will be treated like a villain for being cossy with her ex boyfriend while she has a loving boyfriend...

Finally I can be able to appear on interviews again acting like this heartbroken guy who was taking time away from the world..

Wait what about Arya??? Should I wake her up and tell her I have to go to Los Angeles???

I walked back to the bedroom and found her sound asleep. It would be so rude for me to wake her up...

I tiptoed into the closet, packed what I needed, wrote her a small note and left...
She will understand why I bailed out on her, she always understands...
She will be happy that  I already ordered  for her a pretty dress and shoes online that will make up for failing her....

A/N Describe Ethan personality in three words....As usual a full chapter is on wattpad....Thanks guys for always having time to read my books...It's means a lot...This chapter I dedicate to all my loyal readers...