Aching Heart

Everyday when I wake up since you left, I wish I could hear your voice again.
A voice which one with a single word would make my day.
A voice would be far behind yet sound so close to me.
A voice would give me butterflies in my tummy.
I was very happy when you said you will never leave me even for a second but do I get back"broken heart".
 I waited so long to hear your voice again,I waited so long to feel that love again. I once had a hope of you coming back to me, I once had a trust of you loving me like I love you cause I have given you all my love for you, I have given you my youth but you took advantage of my un-experienced heart and played with my emotions, I gave you my trust but you mis-used it, I gave you the benefit of doubt but you proved everyone right, and I gave you my life but you killed me day by day.
I want to pull my ACHING HEART out and tear it pieces by pieces so I can no longer love you, I want to cry but I no longer have any tears to fall down,
My Sad, Lonely Face.
I want to sleep, but my dreams haunt me with you in them.
I want to lose my memory so I no longer think of you but how can I lose it? When i always remember the way you look at me,
The way you called my name with so much affection,
When the sound of your voice echoed in my head when you said you loved me,
The name you called me when am with you'My World',
How can I forget you? When the only love I know is YOU.
How can I move on?

when the one thing you surely did confirmed, that no matter how long I wait or cry, You will never return.
Well, I just have to close my eyes and let things fly and let the days pass me by.....