Will Thou Kill Me Leave Me Please

Mother's breast, the taste
I can say
Ever nourishing milk, and  sweet
Mother's face, the glitt. 
I can remember 
Ever assuring, and cute

Nature phased me out
Outgrown, I had to bounce
Once succulent apple, I now  distaste
The oval brown curve, disdain my choice
Confusion took my voice 

That night, Evergreen 
Crowds like maggot 
Cajoled Mother
Sounds of whisper
Never gave me an apt answer

Mother's face, how can I tell
All cheeks and no flesh
Mother's breast, oh! Dear
Fallen! Fallen! Fallen! 
She stood all night
I, beside, no light! 

Day after day
Whispers revisited louder
Mother's skeleton grows thinner
Her eyes depot of rivers of ocean
Those pink lips 
Appear cracked in coal tar

Blackout snowballed to lockout
Mother! 
She couldn't see, 
It was just us
She didn't know, its been ages
I'm here! I got needs too 
She didn't notice
My chest, 
Has got a fair share, 
Of nature's succulent robust roundies

Couldn't she let me in her world? 
Couldn't she let out those words? 
Massive death! 
Celebration turned sour
Everyone burnt
Frightful death
Friends, family 
Everyone, at the same day
All gone, all dead! 

Perilous crime
Death prompted without a dime
Stealing with it Time
Mother's was gone
Miseries
Mysteries
Throes of whispers
In my head, made a clear realization 
Death took all
Mother's silence
Killed her, killed me! 

She should basket in ecstasy
Cause;
While she feed my thiny hungry stomach at home
Death sneaked to Omashu
I wouldn't have saved those dangling bunch, 
Mother wouldn't have surrender them to the man, she placed right on top of her own heart that morning,